If you fell that no one cares about your suffering, change your mindset and go ahead. You can and you have to control your actions, your emotions to get the necessary discipline to achieve what you want. Without words, only with actions. Give up trivialities and understand that your need for attention can hurt you. The seriousness is beautiful, a stance of determination with a lot of action happening on your part in itself makes you respectable. Patience is your friend and wisdom from God is your gift. Go ahead.